Saturday, April 10, 2010

wishing... stupid guys... i'll make it...

So I've decided that in high school, there are the strange, in between, and gorgeous. I am the in between. Guys just don't ask me out. Even though I make an effort, it never works. But I've decided that someday I'll be the gorgeous for some really amazing guy who thinks the world of weird me. :) Sometimes it sucks because I just have to deal with the fact that I may not get asked to a dance, or get asked to hangout with any guys, but you know what? This is such a small part of my life. I can get through one more year. I am making a goal of just living in the now instead of saying, "I wish it was next year." It will be hard, but I will try my best. High School isn't finding out who you are, it's finding out your strengths, weaknesses, triumphs and falls. I have triumphed many times and fallen many times. It doesn't help that there is stuff going on in my family life, but if I just keep my focus on what positive things are going on, I can triumph more than fall. I can't get over wishing for wednesdays just yet. :) It's still my favorite day of the week. I hope everyone has a good week! I am leaving for choir tour on Tuesday so I'm not sure if I'll get to blog because I have things to do. So, until next the next post, have a wonderful week, day, or moment that makes you stop breathing or your heart skip a beat. :)
love maddie
xoxoxo

5 comments:

Kyla Makay said...

TRUE TRUE TRUE. You speak the solid truth. That is me lil' miss "in between" but you know what? This year a guy noticed me. Not because I was being any different, but because I was being myself. that is all you can do babe.

-makay

Ash Att said...

Madddie, you are so great. Holy, i wish i had your stregnth and knowledge. I hope you have fun on your choir tour!

meg. said...

for the record, you are gorgeous.

Miss Eliza Shumway said...

Hey maddie!!
i love your blog!
it's so cute and honest.
you're a doll!
love, liza

AggieAbby said...

maddie, i love you!