Last week and this week have been garbage... and that's to say the least. My poor little niece probably (and by probably, I mean most very likely) has xp. Which means that the lovely is allergic to the sun. So sad, but you know what? Heavenly Father will be watching out for my sister and her cute little family like never before and they will grow so much through this challenge and I admire them for that.
I've managed to cry about a dozen times within the last 7 days. Sometimes it's hard to never get asked out and as soon as you think you might, it never happens and the friendship is non existent. I want to meet new people and do new things. I talked with my grandpa and he was telling me that I should go on a mission. I have seriously been thinking about that and I will know when that time comes if I truly have the will to do that. I love my grandpa and I also admire his strength as he will be starting the battle of his life this week in foregoing cancer treatment.
Sometimes I just want to sit and cry but I mustn't because Heavenly Father loves me and He knows the desires of our hearts to do good, to love others and try our best in life. It also helps if you eat a piece of Sees chocolate once in a while.
Have a nice Wednesday my dear readers!
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4 comments:
maddie my dear i sure do love you!!
you are so strong, i'm sorry you're having a rough time right now. and i think of everyone i know you would be the best missionary ever. your in my prayers and i love you!!
I love you Maddie and I know Heavenly father will help you with whatever may come. You are amazing :)
dearest sister,
you are incredible and I look up to you so much! I want to be like you when I grow up!
I love you, Maddie. This post is so great! :)
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