Wednesday, July 25, 2012

i'm fine, it's fine, we're all fine and i'm fine and it's fine

  Some days are just harder than others and I am not hinting at some tragic thing going on in my life. It's just that one day will be great and then others, not so great. Yesterday I had a hard day. I knew it would be hard because I cried watching Cake Boss. Who cries while watching cake boss? probably not too many people.

  Last night I was just thinking about work, school and my church calling and I just felt kind of overwhelmed and kept asking myself how I will do it. However, I remember all the times I thought I couldn't get through something and I did. When I was little, my worst fears consisted of my parents divorcing and moving to a new house. Well, both of those things have happened within 2 years and somehow I actually managed to get through it all .

 Besides my parents divorcing and moving, I started my first year of college, moved out, failed at a job and found a new one, drove on the freeway despite the nausea and shaking (hate the freeway), first to say, "hi my name is ______.", and a whole lot more. 

  Some days it might be a bit hard to wake up and face the day with a sunshine attitude and a grin to match perfectly, but I live in a beautiful place with my lovely mother and Bridger, I have a car that goes, and my ward is so so good, work is getting better, seven peaks is just 3 cities away, and my scriptures are always there ready when I am. Life is good and I'm glad that I have the little things to get me through.

Cheers! Thanks for reading such a long post. I'm off work tomorrow so I'll be going to put gas in my car and maybe hit the pool, do a little cleaning and text book pricing. Now that's a day off! haha.

love, Maddie Violet

p.s. did you love tonight's sytycd? I did. 

2 comments:

Kate said...

Maddie I love your blog and think you are simply wonderful.:)

Ashley Myntti said...

Hey! I was excited to see that you blog. You are amazing and I'm excited to get to know you better. :)