as of late

I went to the movie. this is how I felt about it: eh. 

it was alright. 

Some days I think I need to find something exciting for my life. 

    that's what facebook and other people's blogs do to me. should I delete facebook? I'm debating. less time online=more time hitting the books. 

I'm an English major and want to teach high school. what do you think about this? 

sometimes, I feel selfish because I want to marry someone who has a really great career so I don't have to work while I go to school. I know, tisk tisk. 

no really though, it would be nice to actually, maybe play a game of phase 10 with someone or take a road trip. I feel like I'm getting to that place where I am just sitting in the room with everyone else thinking, "I cannot be the 5th wheel anymore."

I need to work harder. it seems like the world is getting into a major shlump of pride/selfishness/disgusting-ness. I do not want to fall into that pit with the rest of the world. no thanks.

I know I have already blogged today, but I am going to go clean now, read a little and maybe play my cello and listen to some classical music. Maybe opera?

love, Maddie Violet

p.s. does anyone want to take me to a play? cheers!